when the mind wants everythin!

Its kinda 'not so good feeling' when the mind wants everything. Ill come to that in a bit, jus noticed that i havent blogged in a while. Unlike a lot other bloggers whoblog almost all the time, i have realised that i am one o those who only blogs when she is upset, down or jus plain jobless. not good!! sorry blogspot. I promise ( as every other time) that i will blog more often, and not jus in sad times.
Last weekend was fun. did a lot of things, activities rather which i have been avoiding for a while. I went to see the midival punditz play. Brilliant orchestration of the most simple tunes. they almost always manage to amaze me with their creativity and the very subtle (but almost defining) indianness of their music. I like, hands down. smoked some, drank some. had a good time. met virmani after ages. yeah, we had a bit of a fallin apart a couple o months back, over sm insignificant issue. so he called, and apologized. and so the 'midival' timed meeting. Moments like these restore your feelings for friendship and kinship. the fact that we all need 'buddies' to keep us going. innit?? that was friday eve by the way. and then saturday i went to my dearest friend sonal's rooftop party. Now that was exactly the kinda eve i have come arnd to love. nice group of close friends. stoned, not drunk! good vibes..brilliant sufi music..and the best part...a nice warming bon fire! Niraj was also with me and so it was nice! i was missing this. u know! to meet other ppl and feel good abt the whole time. smtims its a culmination of events arnd u that makes u feel brilliant!! maybe a remark, and the background music...get the mix of things u know! and to top it all the weekend was iced with a bit of shopping. so in went two super good looking jackets, and belts (for niraj) and couple of tid bits.
i think i have written quite a bit. and that too without cribbing!! good start to the week!! later...