simulation

its wierd but if u think about it..perhaps u will know wat i am talkin about here...i believe that perhaps after all life is jus another simulation...its like this another world and not true..for all u know..our dream world is wher we actually are real entities..thats wher our real existense is and this so called life is wat we have as a source of learnin..an experience to understand and analyse..to learn from and better our so called real life..its funny..but its definitely true...atleast it stands that ways for me..
i also,as an after thought believe that the purpose of existense is to analyse our surroundings and real and a higher motif to life..it cant be just this..procreation and subsistense..its not this..there is more to life..simple acts of love and caring can be done by animals also..u dont really need to have brains to do all that..it all comes from the heart ..doesnt it??that power has given us brains for something better..to know and hopefully in one life attain that higher purpose of life...as to wat is the higher purpose of my life??..i am lookin..search me and all ull get it is simple confusin and a mind bogglin unease..an empty pith..a dark hole..relationships..socializing and 'making love',...it gives u peace of mind..and happiness..but it has to lead to a higher entity..perhaps i could write a book on wat i am thinkin right now..coz there is so much to say...but perhaps i should jus let it stay inside me...