ya as it says its saturday today and its night...and i am here blogging..simply cause nothing else really seems more important..totally sane mind u..always am..its always been a temporary lapse of sanity that i end up doin something that i really dont stand by..this happens not when i am drunk or stoned but when my thinking capability takes a backseat..u know i have been tryin to excel this art of silence..i do believe that silence at any point is the best..you might have lots to say but the best thing is to simply keep quite..take wat life gives u..appreciate it..and u know wat..you never regret silence..its always your words.
there are times when i feel like screaming..and losing it completely..but its okay..i am hangin in there..patience is one virtue(which i dont have but tryin to inculcate it)oh and guess wat it rained today!!!!fuck that like made my day..it jus washes away everything totally..all inhibitions and all thoughts..its just a sense of exhiliration..and so to share this feeling a msg him..he didnt say much jus a simple i know..but that is okay..atleast i know he has to b lovin it..and there we connect..id like to believe that he was missing me..fuck where am i goin??/i am kinda scared to admit it even to myself but he is always on my mind..
guess i am talking too much..and he jus gave ne half an hour time to blog..so guess will see u some other time when my head is bursting wit thoughts..it will on monday..telling u now only.bye
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