and so life jus goes on..you know..people..some arbid ones..some close ones..close..ahem..dont really know wat that is..but still would like to believe i care for them..cause isnt that wat life is all about??caring and havin close ones to lose and fuckin your head in the end..makin u see heaven sometimes and then jus simply glidin past never to turn around and look at u again...where am i goin??thats one intriguing thing..you never know where u headed..i seem to b jus crusing through wat ever life has got to offer..cause there is nothin better than jus sittin back and enjoyin wat comes your way..shitty os otherwise..love fuck thats a stupidest fuckin thing man ever came up wit..there seems to b no love amongst animals dude..think about it..its all about caring..no love its us humans who would for our fuckin convenience would like to call it love..but its all man made in the end,some bull shit man's ego fulfilling emotion..pathetic..i dont believe in it..not anymore..used to till a while back..when i suddenly realised how circumstances take over this apparently strong emotion so conveniently..its like this leaf in the wind..totally dependent on the direction and the presence of winds..it flies..circles..high..round and round..and then when the wind ceases to exist..it jus drops..down to mother fuckin earth..not to rise again..till ya when the next wind comes..wierd..but true..all true things are always wierd..unbelieving..the lie always seem to b the truth..and u ju flow wit it..cruise as i said..think..goodnite.